Episode 44
Hey, how could my big brother just leave without saying anything?
I'm going to ask Tusu right now!
Hey, don't go!
Tusu gege is going through a hard time right now
You say so much, don't go bother him
Oh...then just forget about it
I never would've thought my big brother's teacher is so amazing!
With a couple waves, Ling Duan's cultivation was destroyed
That bad egg almost burned the entire Hong Ye Hu
I heard, in the past he wanted to get Tusu gege killed!
Treating him like that is merciful!
So he's actually that bad?
Then is Grandpa Tree okay now?
Grandpa Tree is okay
After some time he'll slowly recover
It's just...Tusu gege is too pitiful
He doesn't even know what medicine Shao Gong gave him
I think he must have given the wrong medicine
But don't worry. Shao Gong definitely won't harm Tusu
But does Shao Gong really have medicine?
Tusu gege's mom already became like this
Besides, it's not really a medicine to bring the dead back to life
If you put it that way
Shao Gong's medicine, is Jiao Ming?
That's what Granny said
But she's not sure
She just said that Jiao Ming expands in daylight and regroups at night
That means, once night falls, Mother..
Jiao Ming
will show up and become human?
Susu
Don't be too sad Susu
When I was a child
I always hoped that Mother would have more time to be with me
I wanted to be like the other children in the village
But Mother was always very busy
If anything happened
She would tell me to stay outside
And now
I'm afraid that even if it's a scolding word
I want to hear it again
You always told me
This world doesn't have a way of bringing the dead back to life
But I always wanted mother to come back to life
and all the villagers to comeback to life too
It's I who is useless
going against the heaven
so I don't get good karma
Now even Mother's body
I couldn't even protect that
Susu, it's not your fault
It's Shao Gong's medicine
It's his fault, he made it wrong!
Susu! Where are you going to go?
If Mother knew
She would not want to be a living corpse.
Susu!
Do you think Tusu's mother will really become human at night?
If it's really Jiao Ming
Will Tusu gege really treat her as his mother?
It's not Lady Xiu Ming, it's just the Jiao Ming
Qing Xue, didn't Ah Xiang go to find Shao Gong?
Would Shao Gong have any way to change this Jiao Ming back to human?
Jiao Ming are insects that eats the corpse.
It has a very long life and it's not afraid of water or fire.
The only way is to use one's cultivation to burn it
Then do you think
Tusu will really burn her?
The world has many troubles
Hardship and loneliness of life and death
How high can you fly?
How far until breaking dawn?
The torment of illusions
I'm waiting for your embrace
Let me get drunk with the sword
How many glasses are left
with a painful aftertaste?
So sad that i can't speak
Tears have already evaporated
But that is alright
Let the heavy rain falls
and clean the memories of sand
Let me be free of all worries
and wander in the world
Time has dyed your hair white
The years have scratched on my cheeks
The legend of the sword being unsheathed
The blood is sprouting
and it blossomed into flowers
The legend of the sword being unsheathed
The blood is sprouting
and it blossomed into flowers
Is TuSu okay?
If it was I who went through lots of hardships to find my mother
and she disappeared, it'd definitely be hard on me
Tusu
Tusu gege
I'm okay
Susu
How about you first take some rest
Afterwards we'll go find Xiao Gong
I've already thought things through
I will immediately go find Shao Gong
And ask him for the reason
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Ru Qin
Shao Gong!
You've returned?
Did you see the person delivering the letter?
I didn't see him
Qing Yu Tan isn't a place anyone can go into
Then...
What about Xun Fang?
Xun Fang is no longer the Xun Fang of the past
She is Lei Yen's person
There's no need to talk about her
How's Aunt Tong doing?
She already woke up
-Hurry and go see her -Okay
Has your body improved recently?
Where's Xun Fang?
How come she didn't come with you?
She's a fake
When did you know?
Not too long ago
Really not long ago?
Qing Yu Tan, what happened there?
Lei Yan played with fire and got himself killed.
Qing Yu Tan has already broken apart and dispersed
I have already gotten revenge for you
Shao Gong, are you still fixated on that wish?
We'll talk about that later
Shao Gong
Listen to me say something first
Enough, don't say it
I know
You take a good rest first
No!
Let me finish speaking
Aunt Tong
In the past you wouldn't speak to me that way
Could it be
You are also an impersonation?
Shao Gong
Do you know what I want to say?
I know in these few years
-You to Xun Fang -Enough
Don't say it anymore
You don't know what's happened
But to satisfy your wish
I tried with all my heart and strength and end up empty handed.
Since you've returned to Qing Chuan
Then give it a try
I understand
You rest first
Susu
You really scared me yesterday when your murderous aura came up
Qing Xue
If something like that happens again
You must run
Because, I don't know if I can control the sword
I'm afraid I'll hurt you
What are you talking about Susu?
I already said it many times
I won't leave you alone
Qing Xue, I'm being serious
Perhaps one day I will become a bloodthirsty monster
In my heart there will only be killing and destruction
How could that be Susu?
Since you came back from the village
the murderous aura has always been suppressed
Yesterday, it was because you were affected by something
That's why you...
Qing Xue you don't get it
The only reason the murderous aura could be suppressed
Was you
Me?
That I can control the sword's power
doesn't indicate that it has submitted to me
In contrast
It's already slowly become one with me
In these days, the murderous aura has repeatedly come up in my body
I can use the aura to fly on the sword, to kill enemies
But it's still there
One day
I will be completely swallowed by it
and lose all control
That won't happen Susu
You have to believe in Shao Gong
Didn't Shao Gong already say that he'd use the jade ornament to heal your murderous aura
I felt that this time
it is something that Shao Gong did not expect.
I can't blame him
It was me, one step at time, stepping into the palm of the devil.
Aren't you afraid?
The way I look when my murderous aura comes up?
I remember
when we were in Tie Ju Guan
Everyone else was so afraid they wouldn't dare move
It was only you who came forward
Of course I'd be afraid
Because I didn't know what you'd do then
I was also thinking, perhaps I'd die just like that
Then I wouldn't be able to see my brother anymore
can't see Granny either
But the thing I was most afraid of
Was if I die,
and leave Susu alone, then what should we do?
So once I thought that, I didn't think it was that scary
When I was little big brother told me
I look very persistent, but I'm the really sentimental one
As long as my heart really cares
I will not put it down no matter what
I think my feelings for you are about this way
Qing Xue
If I...
If I wasn't me
What is you who isn't you?
Aren't you Susu?
Then who else could you be?
Did you know? In my native home, a name cannot be changed arbitrarily
If someone changed his name
It would mean that person wanted to throw away his past
But I always thought, that name is just an identity
Besides, the one I know is a person, not his name
If...it wasn't only about a name?
Susu
No matter what is in your heart
that you still cannot tell me
I still want you to know
In my heart, there is only one Susu, one and no other
It's the one in front of me
Sometimes
I really feel like I'm like Xun Fang
Didn't Xun Fang say this in the past too?
She said "Shao Gong
no matter what happens to you
I will wait"
"I will wait for one day for you to tell me"
It's my fault
No, it's not your fault
When I was little, I really did miss Han Yunxi
But after I spent time with you, I knew
One person's face, identity, and name
These are all not important
Think about it
It doesn't matter if what you've gone through was with us
The happy and sad, the good and bad
All these memories belong to you
That's the Susu I know
Thank you Qing Xue
No need to thank me Susu
If you really want to thank me,
Then promise me, make yourself happier in the future
Okay?
All this talk about reviving the dead
can be considered the past
I've already tried my best, there's no need to go after it
I will bury my other tribe members as well
And over time.
It may be a year or many years
I could be completely devoured by the murderous aura
Lose my heart
When that happens...
It won't happen Susu
Listen to me finish first
Sometimes
you cannot not believe in fate.
But before that happens
I want to go to more places
to see more villages
Or perhaps
I could even help people with troubles
I hope
There will be a person to accompany me
To see things together
To go on together
Am I too boring?
I don't really talk much
Qing Xue
Are you willing to be that person?
To go with me together?
Really?
I'm really happy that you can say that to me!
I'm really very happy!
But...
I need to give it some thought
I can't answer you so quickly
No problem
You waited so long for me
I can wait for you
I hope we can first neutralize the murderous aura in your body
Then
We'll go look at things and walk this path together
Eyeing the direction you pointed,
I traverse across and wander towards it
The clear memories from a distant past
could not be wiped out till now
Looking far back in time when we were young and fervent
Embracing a dream, overcoming the darkness
Looking afar in search of paradise
Shao Gong
When do you plan to leave?
What?
I just came back, and you want to kick me out?
No, that's not what I mean
I just want to know your future plans
I'm worried about you
I haven't yet thought about it
What I want to say is
No matter what plans you have
I will support you
I hope you live well
I'm living well right now
Then, if I said that I hope you would stay?
Would you not leave?
Then I'll stay
This world's best place
is in Qin Chuan where there are some people I've loved since I was little.
I also want there to be a day
When I can be together with Qing Chuan's people
But...don't you have lots of things-?
There isn't much to do now
I'll go with your wishes
Now that you've returned
But that little brother of mine...
I'm afraid he won't return anymore
If I'm here, isn't that enough?
You've known Shao Gong for so long
Have you ever heard about Jiao Ming?
Shao Gong has never mentioned it to me
When I returned to Wu Meng Valley Village
I remembered when I drank wine with you
At that time
You were still called Feng Guang Mo
Feng Guang Mo?
Could it be... I'm really Feng Guang Mo?
Recently I keep on having the feeling that a lot of things had happened in the past.
How come I can't remember?
When Wu Meng Valley was destroyed
The only ones to survive were us two
But after it all happened
we couldn't remember anything about what happened
Why did you appear at Mt. Heng?
If Shao Gong really has to do with Wu Meng Valley's situation
Then he definitely wouldn't leave my life
Because it's best to know the least about this situation
Leaving me alive
it is part of the plan
Shao Gong is also my friend
and my brother
If he really wanted to harm me
He wouldn't need to use such an elaborate plan
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Big brother don't drink anymore
Come back to Youdu with me
Grandma will definitely help you remember the past
Do you think
I can still go back?
The past has already gone by
Even if you return to Youdu now
Granny won't blame you
Qing Xue
In this world
There are a lot of things that cannot be pushed away by saying "not knowing is not a crime"
No matter what you've done
You are still my big brother
What I did before
Thought before
If my hands were once covered in blood
I am afraid that the things I wanted to forget
happened because I made the big mistake.
And also,
what makes me more afraid isn't a friend's troubles, but..
Brother!
Tell me
The Feng Guang Mo of the past
What was he like?
Tell me
I want to hear
That year
you were the Shaman of YouDu
The ancient fierce Sword of Burning Solitude
a crack appeared in it's seal
You were ordered by Goddess Nuwa
To go to Wu Meng Valley to enhance the seal
Who would have known that once you went
You would disappear like smoke
Granny used a lot of methods to find you
But they were all useless
Who would have known
You changed your name early on
and were saved by Shao Gong
Wu Meng Valley
Mt. Heng
Only Shao Gong has the answer to this mystery.
I will go to Qing Chuan right now
Brother, you're not going to wait for Susu to return?
I need to meet Shao Gong alone
To ask the reason
How come I feel like after Shao Gong came back this time, he's not the same as before?
Before I was still worried
Afraid that Xun Fang is fake
and would feel bad in his heart
But now that I look at it, it's I who have thought too much
Maybe it's because Shao Gong discovered the fake Xun Fang.
And now his heart has a closer.h
Real or fake. Truth or false.
If Shao Gong is released
and don't hold on anymore. It could be consider a good thing.
Don't know what method that Su Jin used
that she even know about the things that Shao Gong and Xun Fang's did in the past.
Luckily, now Shao Gong is fine and not harmed.
Hey, Aunt Tong.
How did Shao Gong found out that she is fake?
Shao Gong
naturally has his own method. I guess.
As to Xun Fang,
let's not mention the things that have past.
Aunt Tong is right.
It's not easy that Shao Gong let go of the past and now return back to Qin Chuan.
If it will be like this from now on
wouldn't it be good?
Are you going to go home with me?
Right now, I don't want to go yet.
I don't want to be parted with my older brother.
Ru Qin
Thinking of Xiao Lan again?
That Lan Sheng
he's having so much fun playing outside
I don't know if he will ever return home.
Don't worry.
Wait until I've finished the things I have at hand, then I will help you find him and bring him back.
He at least have to see you once, right?
Don't worry.
You really do understand him.
Since it was so, why did you not keep an eye on him earlier?
I can't keep an eye on him.
And I don't have the title to do so.
Says who?
You are consider to be his half older brother.
At least the three of us grew up together.
But you also know
to get marry is not like going across the street
we have to find a good girl for him.
In the past, I always hope he would quickly marry one home.
He would say, "Older sister has not marry yet, how can I get marry?"
Looks like this wedding gown is not going to be finish.
You can do embroidery on the wedding gown
TuSu and Lan Sheng
if nothing happens out of the oridinary
will return to Qin Chuan in time.
You even know this? You really do understand him.
If I return to Qin Chuan
then I will definitely see my 2nd older sister.
When I see her, then she will definitely ask me
where have you been during all these time?
Why did you not return to Qin Chuan?
Why have I not marry you yet?
When are we two going to... -Are you done yet?
Okay, we can skip this part first.
But if I don't return to Qin Chuan
then I won't have a chance to see Shao Gong.
If I don't have a chance to see Shao Gong, then I won't have a chance to ask him why this issue happened.
But if I return to Qin Chuan. Then I would definitely see my 2nd older sister.
I could only see Shao Gong if I see my 2nd older sister. -Wait a minute!
I'm all confused.
So, do you want to go back or not?
I...I of course have to go back.
So, you are prepared to see your 2nd older sister?
I am not full prepared.
But I could not really left my 2nd sister all alone in Qin Chuan, right?
Beside, for TuSu, I have to go back (there).
I must see Shao Gong. I have a lot of things to ask him in person.
Oh...then I will go back to Qin Chuan with you.
Aye...so you mean to go back to Qin Chuan to get marry with me?
Who's going to marry you?
I want to accompany TuSu.
It's that TuSu again?
Aunt Tong.
Miss Ru Qin, so rush. What's going on?
There is a lot of illness in Qin Chuan there past few days. I'm afraid it might be a plague.
Shao Gong is busy seeing patients these few days.
I come back to get somethings and I will immediately go back to help.
Aunt Tong.
Your body has just recently recover.
Stay at home these next few days. Don't go out.
This wedding gown, is it for yourself or for Xiao Lan?
Of course it is for Lan Sheng.
I'm already this old.
How can I get marry?
Did we say you should let go?
Why are you still making a wedding gown for him?
It's you who said you will get him back for me.
Beside, when he returned he will definitely nagged to get marry with Xiang Ling.
I won't have enough time if I start the preparation then.
Then when are you going to prepare yours?
I don't even have. Why would I...
Did you always wanted to be with me?
Shao Gong,
don't joke with me.
And don't humor me.
What? You don't believe me?
Believe. I believe.
No matter what you say, I will believe.
Shao Gong, look.
Is my handiwork good?
Lan Sheng, that boy
always makes me worry about him
I don't know how much I have owed him in my past life.
But to speak the truth
if he really would come back. It must be after the plague is over.
To avoid him from getting sick with the plague.
That is true.
Right now the plague is too severe.
We must find some new medicine.
Ru Qin
When I came back from Qing Yun Tan, I brought back some medicine that detoxify poison, makes the body stronger lengthen life.
If you are not sick, it help shield you. And if you are sick, it can heal you.
Tomorrow you pass them out to the peasants.
Okay, I will pass them out tomorrow.
Young master Ouyang, Aunt Tong is not feeling well. Please go and take a look at her.
Aunt Tong.
You were in such a hurry to find me. What's going on?
I am fine.
I had someone ask you to come, it's because I have something that I would like to ask you.
I thought your illness has gotten worse.
I guess I was wrong.
Shao Gong.
What method do you plan to use to save the peasants of Qin Chuan?
Aunt Tong forgot?
Back then in Qing Yun Tan
It was I who healed the mountain villagers' illness.
This time it's the same. I've prepared some special medicine for them.
As long as they take the medicine they will be fine very soon.
Aunt Tong don't need to worry about this issue.
Shao Gong,
You have once treated patients that you don't know with all you heart and strength.
This time, the peasants of Qin Chuan are more than respectful to you
and even love
I hope you won't disappoint Ru Qin's trust to you.
And don't forget you initial passion to practice medicine.
Aunt Tong, don't worry.
Right now, I am repaying the love to the people of Qin Chuan.
That's good.
If there is nothing else. I will return to the house first.
Aunt Tong.
Hope you won't disappoint me.
If wasn't for doctor Ouyang
I'm afraid it would be very difficult for us Qin Chuan to survive this plague.
I don't think so.
The master our house said that us Qin Chuan has good karma. The heavens do have eyes,
and sent doctor Ouyang.
Don't you think it's weird?
Us Qin Chuan have not had such weird illness all these years.
Why it is that since doctor Ouyang return
suddenly there is a plague?
That's true.
What you saying?
Doctor Ouyang tried to save the people with all his heart and strength
You didn't say he is lucky star but instead a devil?
Your character is really bad.
Oh no, no, no. I was saying that doctor Ouyang come in such a great timing.
Okay, alright.
Time to get back to work after your rest.
Yes sir.
This is
not making sense.
Aunt Tong.
What are you doing?
I...
I am just organizing your medicine bag
to see if there is anything I could help with.
Aunt Tong, did I said
you don't have to worry about these type of things?
Shao Gong.
What is medicine is actually in this medicine bag?
Of course it is to heal the sickness.
To heal what sickness?
If Aunt Tong is that curious
why don't you try it yourself?
Forget it.
Let's save this medicine for the patients to eat.
People will die if they eat this medicine?
How can you let the people of Qin Chuan eat this?
What I should do or not do
I don't need Aunt Tong to tell me.
Aunt Tong.
You are getting old.
I don't have the heart to see you travel around with me.
You should go back to the East Sea and enjoy the rest of your years.
What?
Do you need me to send someone to take you back?
Yu'Er
Get some more herbal medicine spread the smoke around here for a little bit.
Yes, 2nd Miss.
Hey 2nd Miss. What is doctor Ouyang planning to do to treat this illness?
Shao Gong said he is going to pass out to everyone the medicine that he has made.
Oh. Even to those who are not sick?
Shao Gong said that it will heal those who are sick and will help prevent the illness for those who are not sick.
It's that amazing?
How come I have never heard that there is such amazing medicine in this world?
Oh, what herbal ingredients did he use? Is it hard to find?
That, Shao Gong did not tell me.
I only know that he brought this medicine back from Qing Yun Tan.
Maybe it's the method of making the medicine that is different from the normal methods?
Qing Yun Tan?
This doctor Ouyang is too amazing.
How he know from Qing Yun Tan that Qin Chuan will have such a big plague?
And bring medicine back?
Shao Gong.
The patients are here. When are we going to pass out the medicine?
Wait until everybody is here then we will pass out the medicine together.
Okay. Shao Gong, what medicine are we passing out?
Can it really treat the illness?
What, don't believe me?
Of course not.
Just that this plague is very severe
I am just afraid.
Don't worry.
I made this medicine with my own hands.
I am a 100% sure, it will take effect immediately.
Once they take it, they will be fine in a few days.
Okay. Then I will take one too.
No need.
Why?
Do you really want to eat it?
Did you said this medicine is good for the body?
Why can I eat it? -Of course you can.
Just that there is too many patients. Let's give it to the patients first.
Shao Gong is correct.
I was too careless.
There is so many patients right now
The Tea Shop guy was worry there won't be enough medicine
he wanted to help you prepare the ingredients.
No need. I have prepared the medicine already.
In a moment, we will go pass the medicine out.
Have seen Aunt Tong these past few days.
Where did she go?
She went back to her village.
Back to her village?
Why.... why did she suddenly went back to her village?
Aunt Tong has run around with me for this long.
She wants to stay rooted in one place. I of course agree for her.
I've been too busy these past few days.
Don't even have time to go see her before she left.
Don't know if she will be able to take care of herself with the condition of her body/health.
Shao Gong, I will go see the patients first.
2nd Miss.
Yu'Er?
Aunt Tong went to live in the Ouyang mansion and say to invite Miss over there.
What?
Aunt Tong has not left?
Aunt Tong, you made a mistake, right?
You say that the medicine Shao Gong gave is not able to heal people?
Those medicine can never be eaten.
I don't believe.
Shao Gong is a doctor.
He won't harm the people of Qin Chuan.
Ru Qin
I will let you see something.
Aunt Tong!
You.
Close your eyes slowly.
After you eat this medicine you won't grow grey.
My Xun Fang will forever keep the beautiful young face.
Shao Gong
I want
How come it's like this?
What a shame?
How come you have changed back?
Thought you would continue to keep Xun Fang's look?
Oh, I forgot.
You on your face the voodoo bug that can change your appearance.
How could this be?
Here, this.
Leave here. Go find Lan Sheng and TuSu.
Maybe they can help you stop Shao Gong.
No.
Ru Qin, you mustn't go.
No. I opened the medical clinic. It was I who gathered the people of Qin Chuan.
I cannot not get involve.
I am going to find Shao Gong to clarify this.
Oh, Ru Qin!
Shao Gong!
Is this the box of the medicine to be pass out?
You.
Why?
Why are you doing this?
Did you said that no matter what I do, you will believe me?
Who told you?
Aunt Tong?
Looks like it is true.
No.
I can't let you go harm people.
Shao Gong!
No use.
No one can open my magical imprisonment.
Really never thought, the hardest people to shield from are the ones closes to me.
Ru Qin
You wait here.
I will come back to see you when I am done.
Shao Gong.
Shao Gong, let me out!
Thank you doctor Ouyang.
Thank you.
What are you thinking about?
I was thinking
this medicine is good.
Since it is good medicine, then why are you not eating it?
Uh, maybe if I drink some tea it will speed up the medicine's effect.
Uh...that's right. How come 2nd Miss did not come with you to pass out the medicine?
She is resting at home.
I am going back to eat the medicine.
Tea Shop server!
2nd Miss,
you are?
Tea Shop server, tell the peasants to leave immediately.
Also, don't ever eat the medicine that Shao Gong gave you.
Could it be that you already?
It's no use!
There's hope.
No.
I can't anymore. Shao Gong's power is too great.
Give this to Yue Yun.
Escape from Qin Chuan.
Also,
tell Lan Sheng to never return.
What about you? -Don't worry about me. You leave quickly!
Run!
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